Smoking weed after i recover

Hi ive been bipolar for over a year i was diagnosed with affective bi polar disorder with psycotic symptoms in october last year. i believe im getting better my mum and docter says so. I was wondering if there is any way of smoking weed again after i recover just becuase it helps me to relax sometimes and i miss that feeling, will it trigger anything with my bi polar after i get better. ive only done it once while on meds and it didnt affect me at all?

To be really frank with t would be the most insane thing ever to start doing that, especially with bipolar. Its your choice of course, and if you want to take the risk that's your call - but you should respect your mental health more, and the time take by others to help you get better by not being so reckless.  Your call mark, just be prepared for the potential fallout

ok maybe its best not to do what about other drugs?

 

Illicit drugs, if it were me - absolutely never. But again, if your OK with the risk of further harming your mental health, perhaps beyond recovery - your call