i have already posted this in another forum but i actually cant move past it and would like a second opinion . im not someone to take drugs often , ill admit i take maybe once a year but i only take things orally . . pills or put powders in drinks or gums . i know its stupid , i am not justifying it but i really only join the party crowd once in a blue moon . i was out on the weekend and i was offered a line . i was a little drunk so said why not and i got a bank note from my wallet to roll up for snorting, at the time i thought this was " safe " as i wasnt sharing an equiptment . i took one little line which i regret so refused any more for the rest of the night . the next day my anxiety kicked in and i read constant sites about snorting bank bills having traces of blood and drugs all over them . i absolutely panicked at the thought of hep c or hiv. i have since calmed the hiv thoughts as it cant survive on money but hep c seems to be stronger . ,can anyone re assure me or do i need a test for blood transmissions . please no judgement , i feel horrible as it
why is it waiting to be moderated. theres no swear words in it.
I think the best thing to do is to be honest with gp. You won’t get in trouble but that way they can do a blood test to confirm that you’re OK.
I’m not completely sure how risky it is and I definitely wouldn’t advise doing it again but you’re most likely going to be ok. We all do silly things we regret later. Don’t beat yourself up so much x
thanks dawn unforunately i dont know if i can wait the window period . im really anxious , its literally the only thing on my mind and its driving me nuts lol
it seems it got deleted 