i have already posted this in another forum but i actually cant move past it and would like a second opinion . im not someone to take drugs often , ill admit i take maybe once a year but i only take things orally . . pills or put powders in drinks or gums . i know its stupid , i am not justifying it but i really only join the party crowd once in a blue moon . i was out on the weekend and i was offered a line . i was a little drunk so said why not and i got a bank note from my wallet to roll up for snorting, at the time i thought this was " safe " as i wasnt sharing an equiptment . i took one little line which i regret so refused any more for the rest of the night . the next day my anxiety kicked in and i read constant sites about snorting bank bills having traces of blood and drugs all over them . i absolutely panicked at the thought of hep c or hiv. i have since calmed the hiv thoughts as it cant survive on money but hep c seems to be stronger . ,can anyone re assure me or do i need a test for blood transmissions . please no judgement , i feel horrible as it is
I can tell you this about money. about 85 to 90% have cocaine residue on it. I don’t know about blood but it wouldn’t surprise me. You know how when your at the store and you fumbling through your money and you put a bill in between your lips to grab another bill? ya, I can’t do that. because I don’t know where that money has been and who has touched it. Dude if you are that worried just go see your doctor. Here’s the thing to. you can not take someone’s word over the internet that you are fine. Unless someone on here can prove to you they are a doctor you will not have piece of mind. What if someone on here does say “Ya dude you’re fine” and come to find out a week later you’re not. See what what I mean. It’s cool to get advice and support that’s what were all here for but don’t take a stranger’s word over the internet that you’re fine.
i understand what you’re saying but Im
more looking for someone to be logical as I have health anxiety and I’m not sure if I’m overthinking everything. My friends are saying as I didn’t share the note Im been irrational , my worry is where the note came from first 
im also told this is a irrational as anything on the rolled bill would’ve died considering it was in my wallet for hours .
i have worked myself up and cannot think straight .
I’m not a doctor but I am just someone over the internet. But ya you are probably over thinking it. I guess the way I look at everything is " What if" ya know what I mean? If you have insurance or a family doctor call and asked the nurse too. I think you’re fine but I’m just someone over the internet and also don’t want to encourage you to do it again. The other option, there are two apps, one caled teladoc and doctor on demand. You can check those out. Those are great for people with health anxiety. I totally get where you’re coming from. I want to be a support for you.
hey just came across this, i replied on your last thread too. i know a little about how you feel ive done this to myself over similar things. all i can say is the odds of this happening are overwhelmingly low. but if its still troubling you so much why dont you just go chat to your doctor or another doc you dont usually see if youre not comfortable telling them about the drugs. youve tried to be more logical and that hasnt worked so really the only option to rid yourself of this worry is to have a test. i think the doctor will also massively reassure you with how unlikely it is.
your reply is so kind and i appreciate your support more than u know . if its not one thing its another with me . i finally calmed myself after reading on a hepatitis forum that the risk was when sharing bank notes NOT using one .
then i realised the drugs i took a line of came from one of our older mates who has been taking hard drugs for years. my mind started wondering if the actual line of drugs could of been contaminated with blood . it never stops. i def wont be taking anything again . red wine only for me .
thankyou so much for your reply , its much appreciated . the support here is amazing.
i finally calmed myself on the use of the bank note as logical me realised i had not shared it so really the risk is zero .
then i worried that the actual drugs themself could be contaminated because the person whos drugs they were is lets just say questionable . i dont know if what i need is a test or counselling .
what do you think ? thanks again