So depressed

My husband died a year past April but life without him is getting harder by the day, I don't want to live without him anymore.  I want to be beside him.  I cannot talk to my GP as he is not the kind I could tell him my feelings, I am so nervous about even going out the door in case I meet anyone I know.

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. ❤️

Is there another GP you could see who you might feel more comfortable with?