I managed to not put anything on, still at 12.6 stone so I don't feel like I've wrecked things totally, I've been avoiding the forum out of guilt a little bit but I'm back!
It took around a month to recover from pleurisy, and the hospital doctor told me to not stress out over what I was eating so much and to just listen to what my body wanted, and especially with the antibiotics they gave me, I couldn't keep any food down long enough so I thought "well, I don't want to waste the orlistat " and fast forward to a now, I've managed to get back on them today. Phew!
Trying not to be mad at myself about setting myself back but it's hard not to feel so guilty!