So many emotions every week is different

where do i start… one week i feel like i have been run over with every muscle and bone aching, another is an emotional week where i think no one cares about me and continuous crying and weird dreams, i have accused my hubby of an affair even though i know he’s not and has reassured me numerous times … then another week where i am just shattered but angry and snappy i am not on HRT as tried and didn’t help i have adjusted my diet to try eat foods that help give more energy but still reach for the comfort food too …anyone else having this ??