Well considering no one has offered up any ideas, or even discuss it. I guess after 3yrs of this and no1 believing me... My cat dying, both of my dogs having trouble breathing and the fact this happened right after I came back from the hospital (because of a *brain stem* stroke... This has been holding me back from getting better.. Examples
Can't breathe worth a crap so I can't talk as long periods, like I could in the hospital or as loud
Not as physical as I was in the hospital... My therapists used to brag about me to every one (without being asked and that including my doctor) to my outpatient therapists saying I'm pretty much undoing everything I've accommodation, this is holding me back from walking any better or as good as I was in the hospital (considering its keeping me stuck in this wheelchair and keep me from getting Botox in my ankle to help me walk better *with help*
My hair falling out, my big toenails turning yellow
Me seeing things in my food
Having a g tube that constantly hurts
A stomach that always hurts.. Back
Gaining weight after I get up every morning
Everything I sit on feeling like it vibrates 24*7 (including my chair, bed, couch... Even the seats in car)
Feeling like I opened a hotel for insects like creepy crawlers with dozens of legs under my skin.
Always being cold
Skin always dry
There is too many things to list..
Oh yeah, either seizure or what they said were 3 different mini strokes
Feeling like I'm the tin man without oil were my smile is because it HURTS for me to yawn
My dog always scratching the same ear.... She scratches her but on the ground /floor..
I've been to the behavior center in the hospital a few years ago when I was raped then ran my car off of a 30ft drop, so of course they committed me* not my choice
So I have all the "tools" to help myself, but thank you.
My life is falling apart.
Ash