Yeah, I'm still affraid of schizophrenia, but who isn't? I feel good though. Heart beat is down to 72bpm! It's amazing! Down from 90bpm a month ago! It's crazy what anxiety does to you. If you're dealing with anxiety, hang on there! I believe in you! It does get better! Positive thinking is coming back. How I dealt with it was all non medical. It was just practicing mindfulness, meditation, viewing my thoughts but putting little to no emotions on them. Most importantly.... hitting the GYM! It was really hard to get up at first and head to the gym, but not anymore! It's getting easier and easier everyday. If I can do it, you can as well! Time to stop suffering and end anxiety!
Hopefully it lasts for me. Not going to focus on future relapse, just going to enjoy this stress-free ride I am in at the moment.