So I am a 21 year old girl really scared I am going to the doctors Monday but I just need some positive vibes as I am very scared and can’t eat or sleep at all ! 5 days ago I was seeing this guy I haven’t had sex with anyone for a year until 5 days ago we had rough sex for 4 days and I kept rubbing myself a lot of friction ! Notice day and a half ago that my vagina was really sore I took a light yesterday and looked and I have brown red deep ulcers all over my vagina opening I am scared I have herpes at this point it’s what I no 100 percent I mean what else can it be 
I feel so alone and I am very scared is t possible I am allgeric to latex as I have had a reaction to condoms before I always use condoms during sex!
I’ve also had flu like symptoms I vomited 2 times yesterday and I can’t pee I am only peeing little bit every half and hour
Are you on any birth control?
No I believe 100 percent this is herpes I have blisters all over my vagina lips and opening some of the blisters have yellow pus coming from them and are really red and deep I guess maybe the sex triggered my first out break I am very scared and feel so alone
So I went to the clinic he did not even look and said it was herpes and gave me meds I am going to my family doctor in a week and getting her to examine I am a little wondering why he did not even look
If you put a picture up I can tell you if it is herpes or not.
I have them. I’ve had only one break out though
The Dr didn't even look at it ??? He cannot know what it is until he sees.
And is there a medicine x herpes ? I thought you just wait for it to run its course around 1 week and then it heals.
I feel like it was just damage from rough sex and your anxiety make you suffer from it.
Get better