stress/lyme/depressed

I can't help but feel so alone even though i know my friends, family and bf are here for me.. If some of you have read, ive been having tons of bad symptoms that are very similar to LYME DISEASE. I took an Elisa test... tested postive now they made me take a western blot test.. i am scared because i want to know the results already and i am scared what if this test is negative?.. what if they wont give me treatment for lyme. what if i have something worse like a brain tumor, cancer, or something. :( i feel like im dying every single day.. i just want to be treated and not scared anymore. i wish someone could relate to me or give me some positive words. (reason why i think i have LYME: Got bit by something Aug 1st, after one week started getting sick.. severe headaches, tremor, joint pain, chest problems,feeling clammy, eye floaters, anxiety, tingling body, extreme fatigue. thanks for reading this far.. please help me someone. :/

Hang on in there till you get your Western blot test then take it from there.
Try not to let anxiety / depression take over.
Listen to some of your fav music or do stuff you enjoy.
We only get one life and every day is a gift which is not guaranteed to anyone.
Meditate to still your troubled mind, google it, it’s easy to learn and helps a lot.
All the best, I hope your results are good.
Peace

grrrr i know, im just so impatient haha. thanks so much!! will let you know how the test goes, and ill try meditating tomorrow.