"Obviously you feel that grief, loss and sadness when you lose anybody, but it was worse as she was so young, with her whole life ahead of her. I was constantly asking myself 'what if …?' and I was angry that she'd made this choice, and left her family and friends in this situation," she adds.
This is a companion discussion topic for the original article at https://patient.info/news-and-features/what-support-is-available-for-those-bereaved-by-suicide