Symptoms: Headache, stabbing headache, pressure in head, eye pain, blurred vision, double vision, eye floaters, ringing in ears, ear fullness, feeling like air is stuck in my head, spaced out, zoned out, disoriented, dizzy, cant think clearly, short fuse, aggressive, brain fog, heart palpitations, stabbing pain in heart, pain in neck, heart unable to do any physical activity, weird pulsations in arteries in my body, fasciculations, muscle twitching, weakness in arms and legs, shakiness, numb penis, no orgasm, sore throat and feeling of lump in throat, numbness in arms and legs while laying/sleeping. A lot of panic attacks. Almost every night i wake up with pounding heart and panic attacks and it feels like real heart attack and i always get scared to death even if i know its anxiety. Im not using any medications, I had horrible side effects from medications in the past so im scared to death to use them again. Im in constant fear of brain stroke, heart attack, paralysis, blindness and other illnesses. I cant take it anymore. I just wish to die. Im currently not living life. Im just existing. In this weird organism doing all this symptoms by itself and not letting me live my life. I cant get out of the bed. I started to think about suicide but i dont want to live my father alone. I just wanted to share how i feel with you guys. I have no one to talk to. Nobody understands what im dealing with. They all think im healthy because i look healthy from outside but im dead inside. If you have any advice or kind word i will appreciate it... But i think there is no help for me anymore. Im struggling for years with this feelings and symptoms. I feel totally hopeless.
Luke, i’m very sorry you are going through this.
I’d like to share with you my story in a brief form because there is always hope.
when I was in my 20s, I suddenly came down with all the symptoms that you mentioned. I was terrified and nobody understood. Like you, I looked fine on the outside but inside I was completely miserable. Nonstop symptoms. I won’t name them because you already did. I told my parents I think I have MS . at that time nobody was using the Internet so you can just imagine how alone I felt and how terrified!
My dad took me to a neurologist who did some testing and could not find anything wrong. dr. told me to go take a vacation.
Although my parents were as supportive as they could be, I felt so incredibly alone in this suffering.
I almost had to be my own doctor in a sense. I started trying to figure out why this may have happened to me since there was no medical explanation. I finally realized that I had had anxiety since I was around five. I was pretty much mute in school., No confidence, never spoke up so I never really got to know who I was. Anyway, the anxiety continued through grade school, High school and college. Through all those years I was in constant fight or flight mode, symptoms that were almost incapacitating at times, etc.
I realize that all my somatic symptoms were basically brought on by my past full of anxiety, stress, and so on. The symptoms came on because the body can only take so much stress before it breaks down. And that is what happened. It’s the straw that broke the camels back!
when i got Married, it was kind of a relief because being out in the world was pure torture in the state I was in. However, I still had the anxiety and symptoms would come and go. . I raised my kids which was the best part of my life.
Long story short, my marriage ended in divorce and then I was left feeling like a lost puppy in the world. Symptoms came back full force. I had to make a decision. Either given to all those in fear, symptoms, anxiety, and curl up in a ball crying and feeling sorry for myself or I get mad and use every resource possible to feel better. I started listening to some motivational talks on YouTube especially David Goggins who had the worst childhood you could imagine. very inspirational! I learned that you have to get MAD at the condition and be absolutely determined to fight it! and to never ever give up! I couldn’t give power to my anxiety or symptoms or fear anymore! I listened to other talks on anxiety and stress it started taking notes of which I read daily and put into ACTION. and whether I have symptoms or not, which I rarely do anymore, I get some exercise. Even when I used to feel really weak with anxiety, I would still at least walk. Now I do more., I have a structured routine that I follow daily.
I accept the fact that anxiety whether it’s mild or more, maybe with me the rest of my life. However, I can now manage it to where I can enjoy life. sure, I still get those floaters in my eyes but I ignore them and I actually don’t see them because the brain learns how to not noticed them anymore. i’ll get an occasional muscle twitch here or there. But I ignore it and it goes away. What I get now it’s not even close to what I used to get with symptoms.
Luke, what I’m trying to tell you is if I can feel a lot better, anybody can! I was the most passive, shy, anxious fearful, weak person! Nobody I ever knew was like this .
You Are not going to have a stroke or a heart attack. Any symptom that is caused by anxiety is not going to hurt you. I would’ve been gone a long time ago if the symptoms were harmful.
YOU must know that there is definitely hope! Be a FIGHTER for yourself and NEVER GIVE UP! There’s a lot of resources out there to help you. I did get counseling which did help. you can begin by talking to a counselor. Just go in spill your guts! It really helps to vent to somebody who can help. and check out the YouTube motivational talks.
Life is worth living! nothing is 100% perfect, but you can feel so so much better and more in control. You need some support right now.
and I am in my 50s now. It’s been a long road and I know I could have gotten help much sooner if back then they had more resources like they do now. But when I look back on my life, I’m so glad that I am here now. It’s a totally different perspective. So hang in there! You can do this ! sorry so long but I just wanted to share this with you.
your dad loves you and I’m sure he wants to see you happy 
I’ve been dealing with similar symptoms for 7 months, sorry to hear it has been years for you.
it started with heightened stress and anxiety from a health scare. From that I developed a severe sore lower back and double, blurry vision with floaters.
from there I got the head pressure with sore neck and then sore throat. I have had many other symptoms as well that come and go. Muscle twitching, weakness and brain fog included.
I’m not sure what is going on. I’ve been to doctors and had many tests with no issues found. i definitely worry about it most of the day.
I don’t have any answers but know that you are not alone.
ever try the medication hydroxizine I had same symptoms that you listed. Docs found out most symptoms were because of low Testosterone. But the anxiety was better controlled when I started taking the hydroxizine