I hide my hurt so that no one can see
But I can't hide the tears running down my cheek
My eyes are filled with the pain I'm feeling
Before I know it the tears are streaming
From my eyes and it's no surprise
With what I have to deal with, what I've had to suffice
I sit and think of a way out of this place
As the teardrops still fall down my face
I hate being like this, hate what I feel
This pain that I go through is far too real
My body is aching, I feel so weak
The tears fall so hard they start to seep
Into my pillow, it's soaked with the hurt
This pain that I'm feeling is just the worst
I'm hurting so much, my future looks bleak
And these tears are still dripping down my cheek
X
Don im sorry to see you upset as its not a sin to cry as i do so quite often my self i find it can release pent up frustration at how i am ! Im seeing my phyciatrist next week for help ! I dont mean to be unkind theres nothing wrong.in asking for help please go back to your doctor thats what hes there for ! Take care and good luck david x
Aww I really hope you get the help you need xxx
I saw my doctor earlier but I can't talk freely because I had my children with me, I can't say things in front of them xxx
Your poem is very sad and the emotions are raw and beautiful.... I hate to think of someone feeling so wretched and unhappy. Have you anybody that you can trust and confide in? Have you any family around. You to give you support and care for you, please do not feel that you are ever alone, there is someone who cares for everyone....I wish that I could make everything better, you will be in my thoughts and prayers , Deirdre.
Thank you Deirdre I do have a big family but is in honest I can't talk to them, believe it or not I'm kinda known as funny don dons, which In a way I like, we're all close just don't want them to know the real me xx
Its nice that they think of me like that in a way cos then I can pretend,
I'm sorry That I don't talk a lot of sense
It's Like Ive said before...
I'm not the sharpest knife in the drawer xxx