ive been feeling very strabge indeed worse over the lastweek or so,I dont actually feel anything at all and when I try to express this the words wont come out.I cant actually remember what i used to be like at all.sometimes I am madly busy for hours and at other times I just want to sit and do nothing.Either way I dont feel anything and I seem to have forgotten what I would have been loke.What is this?
Jo
Hi Jo. I experience the same as you. I mostly feel nothing......not happy/sad/angry......It's like being a robot sometimes. Very occasionally I suddenly come over all teary then it passes and I'm back to being a robot again. I too have forgotton what I used to be like. I spend most of my time just feeling numb. I've also noticed that I get irritated by people who are emotional, which is unlike me. It's like I can't relate to emotions anymore. Not much help to you but its just nice to know your not the only one. Linda
For the last few days since stopping the citalopram 20mg I have not been hungry at all and now it seems like I cant actually eat without having to make myself sick afterwards.I havent ever done this before,I think its like something telling me I cant keep that down,like something teling me Im at the end of my life somehow and thats why everything is so odd.Its all getting worse instead of better so I dont think mirtazapine is working.I am going for a psychiatric assessment so that I can sit there and be totally unable to explain something I dont understand in the first place.Im just waiting for something to happen,I dont know what I wil do,but if there was a button you could press to end it all I know I would,even though I dont know why. :?: :?:
I know how yu are feeling.it is a terrible way to feel. I wish it would just end as well. I cant seem to get anyone to understand. My thoughts just dont come out, I know they are there unfortunately that is where they stay. Keep your doctor informed about your feelings, they almost got me a couple of times. take care, remember to talk