thinking of overdosing because of because deeply depressed for so long

Mental health
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Im on citalopram 20mg and I just want to end everything iv been depressed for years and have not got any help for a long time. I dont know what to do anymore

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Hi Tyrone, Please do not take your own life, it's not the answer. Go back to your GP and tell them how you are feeling, it maybe that your meds are not working for you. There are lots of other meds available. Have you tried Counsellng or CBT therapies. 

Elizabeth.

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Tyrone, Elizabeth is right, you need to go back to your GP and tell him/her how you are feeling especially the suicidal thoughts. 

Please make an appointment now and tell them it's an emergency, you can also ring SANE or MIND or Samaritans.

Youve suffered for far too long and need professional help which you deserve!

Let us know how you get on pal.

N 

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I also lost the love of my life. My heart literally hurts so much I felt so much hurt n pain when she left me  I just couldnt take the hurt. She was my best friend.  I have nobody to talk to now. I feel so alone and so hurt. I just cause grief apon people n I just think it would be so much better if I wasnt here anymore.

I called called samaritans and at one point the lady laughed at me because I said I didnt know what I was doing outside n the whole time I spoke to her she didnt sound interested at all. There was so many times it was silent n I had to talk she just kept on sayinf "hmm ok" after every sentence.  I dont trust in nobody anymore. Not even myself.  In the last 2 days iv taken 16 anidin tables 6 one night and 10 the order coz they was the only thing I had. Iv been feeling weird I dont eat n feel sick all the time. But nothong else. I dont know what to do anymore. 

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I have just seen your post  please get yourself to the  doctors today or the hospital.  You need help now as you are in crisis.   Don't take any more anadin - they won't kill you but they might do damage which will make your situation even worse.  Please do this.  I care.   Bev x

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Hi Tyrone you are not in a good place at the moment but it will not always be like this. At the moment you need a bit of help. You need to phone your doc and stress the urgency of seeing someone today. They will be able to direct you. There are a list of depression resources on this site - phone numbers which will be useful. Please please STOP taking the anadin as they will do you harm when taken inappropriately. Please pick up the phone and make that phone call. Everyone understands how you are feeling on this forum and wants the best for you. You are important and you need to try and be kind to yourself. Keep us updated and hope you start. To feel a little better when you have made that call. Take care x

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Hi Tyrone, 

Did you manage to get any help? 

 If you need to chat then this is the place to post.  

No matter what you can be reassured that God loves you very much. He is always available to listen to our prayers and can 'speak' to us through his word of truth, the bible.  The psalms are an excellent source of encouragement and also Philippians chapter4 verse 6&7.

Never give up xx

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Tyronek81,

I am really sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you are going through but as well I can imagine your loved one would wanted the best for you. It is shameless how this woman from samaritans reacted. But do realize this was one person and here were are all intersted in how you feel and we do care about you.