iam just thinking...its not my fault! Its not...just cause I have bad taste in men!!! TORTURE...SOOOOO SORE!!!!! Effing ......what?????? What does he expect...ive done all I can...If we stay together :lol: I will try to make it up to him
Okay so 40 is a mamoth milestone to reach Yes I know, but god...goo get helpp!!!!!
His mum has not sent him a card...or rather...he has not yet received a card!
I never found reaching forty to be a problem :oops:
[quote:5c956a4c6a=\"Melbi\"]I never found reaching forty to be a problem :oops:
Me neither and fifty is a doddle too!!! :lol:
Having a fabby time! Met someone today, to find out the pal iiiii did gave degree with, isTOPS!! Though I know he hypocritical he is :lol:
:cry: THEN IT WENT SOUR!!
Boss has just phoned me - wants to arrange this return to work interview a couple of days before I am due to go back (signed off from sick)
Says they need to juggle things around for when I return. Why do I never ask what they means when I don't understand something? Juggle what around? And why?
Melbi
MELBI.......Its me katy.
STOP WORRYING AVOUT YOUR WORK!!!!! (Bastards!!!!!)
i am in such a mood today. Had a massive argument with my psrtner last night. I eneded up collapsing.....when I came to...I just kept saying its not Sunday....its Saturday.
Got up this morning washed the blood of my forehead, took kids to school (late) eldest daughter was really upset...had to calm her down!!!! washed blood of door!!! had suicidal thoughts all the way home....just thinking f*#k!!! I am so alone!!!!!! What is the point in all of this??? I have effed up my life and I am effing up my childrens lives!!!!!!
Im also thinking I might change my GP......I dont know!!!!!! Its all so pointless!!!! I am incapable of DOING what I have to do!!!