Trapped in hell

I COULD NEVER MORALLY HARM MYSELF. I AM CATHOLIC BUT IT SURE FELT GREAT TO JUST WRITE THOSE THOUGHTS DOWN. VENTING. NEVER DID ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE.

NOTHING LIKE REALLY PUTTING YOURSELF OUT THERE

Hi Gerri,I do the same,if I can't talk to my wife there's always here and other sites,sometimes it's just good to ramble on,people will read it and take what they like and reply or not but the best thing is that you have spent time releasing all the crappy stuff within,we are mostly all in the same boat, sometimes I write on FB a really long story about the way I feel only to end up deleting it all but hey it's out of my system so who cares,lets hope the new year is a better one, all the best  

Thank you so much

Best of luck to you both & here's hoping for a more positive 2015. Geri you are not alone with regards (what seems like incompetent) doctors. They have taken almost 5 years to diagnose fibromalgia within my wife & sending her away time & time again. I also hope you feel better after your 'rant'. Its good to do that sometimes & although i don't know you personally - you are not useless.

Hiya geri, don't loose hope I know what you are going through been there myself and its hell like you said. WTF some of these doctors are not struck off I will never know, no compassion at all. You vent away if it helps and I wish you a better new year and I hope you are able to escape with some sleep time.

thanks WTF is so right

Sadly to them we are lumps of meat, but come the revolution lol  keep your spirits up you are not alone. 

you got that right. herd the cattle in and out ASAP. they need their new "beemers' and they don't even give you a wheelchair

Vent away that's what these forums are for people to tell how they feel what others have said is right I feel the same banging your head against a brick wall talking to doctors