Travel anxiety

I’ve had general anxiety for years now, but I’ve been with my boyfriend for a year and have never spent more than two days away from him. I am going to Cyprus today and I am having the worst anxiety attacks because I’m scared I’ll never see him again if I get on this flight. I really don’t know what to do. 

Why are you afraid to be away from him or is the flight?

It’s him, it was the flight too but I managed to get through it