I'm hoping someone can help me. I'm nearly 2 months out following a left, total hip replacement and to say that I have experienced complications would be an understatement. My operated leg is virtually completely numb from the thigh to the ankle and I am so uncomfortable with the leg feeling really tight and the electric shock sensations. I feel like I am dragging a tree log around when I'm walking. I am Gabapentin x3 daily 600mg, alongside my other pain relief. I'm just wanting to know if anyone else has experienced this and is there anything else that can be done? I can honestly not bare this anymore and I'm afraid of the impact this is having on my mental health. I have no inclination to get washed, dressed or get out of bed (although I'm still forcing myself at the moment). I dread night time coming as I can't get up and down freely because of my partner and because I don't sleep. I also dread day time as I'm too tired to hold conversations for long and I feel like I'm going to fall over when walking as I;m so tired and my leg is so heavy, despite doing my exercises.
To give you some background. I'm 39 and had the replacement due to childhood hip dysplasia. I've managed the condition and subsequent osteoarthritis for 25 years but for the past 5 years, I started having difficulties with sleep, putting on my shoes and socks, and general mobility. Despite the above, I was still walking around 3 miles a day prior to surgery and I was holding down a full time job.
After the consultations with my surgeon, I was told that despite the complexity of my hip, it could still be replaced but that I would need a specialist joint that could be adapted to my pelvis. However, this would increase my quality of life and if I was to leave it any longer, this would make things more difficult. Likewise, I was also told that my recovery should take around 3 months. Given that I used to work directly on the wards (I've worked with my surgeon in theatres also), I gave myself 6 months as an adequate recovery time (based on what my surgeon and registrar had said to me). This would allow me to rehab at my own pace and so that I did not feel under pressure.
Fast forward 2 months. I can honestly say that from the moment I stepped into the theatre room, everything has been a complete nightmare. Poor care, lack of multidisciplinary input and so forth. As well as my surgery taking 7hours (they said I should allow for around 4), I was so severely anaemic that I was almost transferred to critical care. Furthermore, I was left with around a 2 - 2/1 inch leg length deficit as my operated leg (which was shorter by an inch prior to the surgery) was lengthened to accommodate the new prosthetic. Prior to the surgery I was told that they would try to lengthen the leg but it was highly doubtful that this would be attainable (I thought this was to try and correct the deficit and even out my gait). So not only was a left with a leg that could only be used when wearing an external shoe raise (I cannot walk without my shoes on), I am also left with a leg that is virtually numb from thigh to ankle. The only thing I can be grateful for is that I did not endure a foot drop. To add insult to injury, on the day I was actually able to get out of bed and manage a few steps, I felt as though as soon as I managed to complete a few stairs, I was being pushed out the hospital door. By the time I came home, my anxiety levels were in the ceiling and I wanted to go back into hospital as I felt something serious was going to happen to me.
I can honestly say, I have cried every day solid since I had the surgery. Although I am walking with crutches and one around the house, I have done this myself as my physio is eager to see me on a monthly basis and not every two weeks. I am so off-balance and unsafe but I figure if I don't start trying to do these things myself, I'm going to end up in a wheelchair. I have literally seen no one in the community, barring a DN to remove my clips and the physio on a couple of occasions, since being discharged. I rarely sleep for longer than an hour or two, I struggle to get comfy in any position and I'm getting horrific pain in my coccyx when sitting, I'm still on Morphine, my leg feels horrible and the numbness/pain does not seem to be improving. I've lost so much weight that I'm concerned my medication dosages may be too high (I now have a BMI of 17) and above all else, I know that I have gone into depression.
I'm so sorry for the long winded message. I am so desperate and just want my old life back. Has anyone experienced this severity of nerve damage and if so, what did you do? As I said, I'm on gabapentin but I think I'm starting to become resistant to it now. I really do not want to keep upping my doses as I was hoping things would start to settle. I have been assured that my nerve was not severed during the procedure but it was stretched. I know it can take 1mm per month to grow but given that mine was not cut, what is the likelihood of this improving?
I've not had any conduction tests as yet because I've not even seen my consultant as yet. The ward clerk on the ward that I was staying booked my 6 week follow up appointment with a knee surgeon instead of my surgeon. My appointment was cancelled 1 hour before leaving. As you can imagine, I felt so low that I did not even bother to question why this had happened. I'm not even sure about my hip precautions or whether the joint is ok as I've not had any xrays since the day after my surgery.
Thank you for taking the time to read this
Cat xxx