This is my first post, so I'll just get right into it. Last month, I has a tooth extraction. Immediately after, I got sick for the first time in years. I went to Urgent Care and got put on antibiotics. I didn't think anything of it until it passed. I noticed my breathing was strange. I felt like I couldnt get a satisfying breath and I was out of breath doing just about anything. Its like my lungs weren't filling up. On top of that, it was accompanied by this overwhelming chest pain/pressure that is constant. It started out minimal but now it is full blown and it literally destroyed my life in a matter of weeks.
I suffer with anxiety, specifically, health anxiety. I have for almost 3 months now. But this has me losing my mind. I literally feel like I am dying every single day. I've been relying on my mother to help me with my son which is NOT something I do. I have alway gad control over my life but this is killing me. Now, I'm sick once again and I'm convinced maybe I have a rare alpha 1 deficiency.
I've been to so many doctors. PCP, Pulmonologist, Gastroenterologist, I see a Cardiologist next week. I've gone back to the dentist demanding to know if something went wrong. I'v been in an out of the ER at least 10 times (Over and over was told it was bronchitis) I've had multiple chest x-rays, a CT scan of my chest, abdominal, pelvis, head, and face/sinus cavity as well as an upper endoscopy and tons of blood work. All came back clear. I am beyond, and I mean beyond, confused. My breathing test from the Pulmonologist came back with a mild obstruction, (I am a smoker, 29 years old) but the doctor assured me I do not have COPD or Emphasyma and it MAY be asthma. (I was told I had hyperinflated lungs, but it may have been from taking a deep breath during the x-ray)
I went to my primary doctor hysterical, telling her I couldn't live like this. I have always been active, exercised, ate well, took care of me and my son, and now I'm losing my mind. I've lost 25 pounds in 3 months. 10 in September. I can barely eat or drink. She is set on telling me this is anxiety. I can't understand how anxiety can literally destroyed someone like this. I feel like something is very, very wrong and I'm terrified and exhausted. I want to feel like myself again. She prescribed me Buspar and told me to give it a month. I take emergency Xanax to help and it STILL doesn't relieve the physical symptoms that I'm being told is anxiety.
Has anyone ever experienced anything like this? Has anyone ever found a light at the end if this hellish tunnel? I literally can't live like this anymore. One month changed my life. I want it back.