so first of all please don't read if you find abortion triggering.. i've been really stupid and i'm not proud of what i'm about to write. it started when i met this man back in september. since then we've met up and had sex on three occasions. the first time i got the plan b pill the morning after. the second time i was on my period so i wasn't expecting to have sex, but we did end up having sex, and he said that he wanted to marry me during the 'act' because of his religious beilefs etc, basically i kind of freaked out because he hardly knew me and i wanted him to get off me and literally started crying, he eventually got off me and we went to sleep but i let him 'finish' in the morning. moronically i thought that because he came outside of me (sorry for TMI!!) i didn't have much to worry about in terms of getting pregnant. i didn't want to meet him again after that because the experience left me feeling deflated and grossed out. but again moronically i met him on halloween night, we had sex and this time i got the plan b again on my way home. anyway i found out today that i'm 1-2 weeks pregnant. i know i should've never had unprotected sex or met with this man just for a bit of shitty affection, but i've got myself into this mess now. i'm going to ring the abortion clinic in the morning. i've only told my friend and i don't plan on telling my family (maybe i would if i was in a relationship with the father) and i don't plan on telling the man either (i feel he would try to make me keep the baby because of religious reasons, and i don't want to be involved with him anymore). i seriously would consider not getting an abortion if i was in a relationship or even just felt better about the father but i just feel it's the best thing to do in my situation. i guess i just want some advice from an outsiders perspective. for background info i'm 21 (recently not employed and just started a degree), and the man is 26 (he has a child already and has various criminal records etc).