patricia...thank you so much.
I feel like poop today...but it is a good poop....I am feeling so bad for I712....and none of us have to feel like that anymore...including I712...
We need to keep the plug in the jug! ugh.
Actually that saying "You never have to feel like this again" kept me going when my sponser said it to me.
She said it often to everyone....
You are and will be such an inspiration to everyone on here, Misssy, that is such a massive thing, I don't think you really understand how special you are. I knew it from the first time I saw you post on here.
Sending you love and hugs.
Pat xxxx
Stop it! LOL...many of us can't take compliments...
I am not minimizing your reply...I DO appreciate it...made me tear up...SO..
THANK YOU.
Thank you all so much.
Try also Tumeric caps. They are powerful antioxes that are capable of reversing liver damage.
Keep going at it.
G.
You all have a lovely family unit on here. Pleasure to read your posts.
Heartwarming.
G.
I'm feeling better. I was able to eat a ton of solid food yesterday afternoon with the help of some medical mj. I'm also taking a gang of vitamins. Thanks so much for the support
Thanks again I'm feeling much better todsy. Hopefully I'll still have a job when I go in on Monday. Fingers crossed
Thank you. Wish me luck 
That's great news, I7! Keep at it!
Just as a heads up, after I take a strong B complex for a few days, it seems to drag me down. I don't think that happens with everybody, but be on the lookout for it. I gather thiamine is an important B vitamin for recovery, so keep up on that one, but too much B5 or B6 might cause a problem.
You're just starting your journey here, so keep checking in with us! Do you have any therapy or meetings lined up for the coming days?
Still have to set up my insurance tomorrow
Great your feeling better...try to focus on that....I know the "job" is a BIG stressor and you may not feel totally better till you get a sense of what is going on there...but just think..
If you continue on "this" path...you have a better chance...at this job...and if you lose this job....you have a better chance at another one.
Try to stay in the moment today. I know it is hard!
Because of the medication I took thismorning I slept in way too late I have not eaten yet today. I feel like an idiot
At least you FEEL.....
Your body must have needed the sleep.....so I'm told when that happens to me.
you DO sound more uplifted.
Hi to all the lovely people on here....
You are all amazing...we have to fight very, very hard to get through the bad days...but every day....hour....minute.....second even....alcohol free. Is a huge achievement....xxx
I used to look at people who could have a couple of drinks...and then stop...with awe and regret that I could not do that...nowadays, I do not drink often, and thank heavens I don't wake up with panic every morning....in case I had run out of alcohol....
Don't get me wrong...after a few years of complete abstinence. I found I could have a few drinks and not crave for it....oddly enough....I have no panic either..as long as I have a bottle in the house....MY hubby is fine with this now....
Anyway...one and all...we all know what it is like....but that deep black hole of alcoholism is an awful, awful feeling from the moment of waking...until we fall asleep at night....
It is a fear and horror you can only understand if you have been there...
We will all come out the other side, and be better people because we understand...and feel compassion for others fighting any form of addiction...be it alcohol,,,drugs...food or any other...
I wish you all. What we really need...peace of mind...joy in our lives. Good health...and actually forgiving ourselves and liking ourselves once more....we are worth it...every single one of us....
Love, hugs, friendship and true understanding to you all...always....dee..xxxxxx
Hello Missy. I was taking 5 htp at night, 200 mg capsual as I understood it helped with sleep issues. I've suffered with insomnia for a long time. Unfortunately 5 htp made it worse. Waking every 2 hours and then living life like a Zombie. I decided a few weeks ago to stop taking any tablets at night and couldn't believe my sleep was so much better (life changing). The only problem was despite having all this good quality sleep, I started to feel 'low mood' creeping in because 5 htp raising your serotonin levels. I've only just in the last couple of days started taking about 50mg in the morning, I'll report back soon to let you know how it's going.
Hello Dee,
What an inspiring Post, thank you. I am not feeling at all well, at the moment. Mentally and physically sick. I cannot cope with anything.
I am drinking... out of control. I hate myself.
I really appreciated your words.
Love from Alonangel. XX
Hi Angel -
Have you gone off the Selincro? What's been going on for you?
Hi ADEfree,
I seem to have "lost the plot"... yet again.
Major depression. Stuff Selincro and everything else.
Sorry to be so negative, but that is how I am.
Angel
P.S. Thank you for giving a damn, for a lost cause.