Vagina questions, please help

Women's health
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[](https://) Here is a video (and photo) of the inside of my vagina. I am deeply concerned on many things. I don't think I have a clitoris. I am serious. I don't know how well you will be able to see, there is a ball inside my vagina, I am scared it is a cyst or something. It looks weird, like my vagina is ripped. I have not had sex in

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almost a year. why do I have a slight perineal tear? Please be honest and don't sugar coat. I need your help, honesty, questions, comments, and mostly advice. Thank you so much and I am sorry for the video and picture of my vagina.
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the picture is a little too blurry

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it looks normal to me, and you have a clitoris but not all women have the same feeling while touching it and some of them cant cum from it but you definitly have it