Hi everyone,
I got a diagnosis today from a rheumatologist of "a rheumatoid variant arthritis." I'm a 38 year old female with a history of pain: daily pain in my thorasic spine, occasional flare ups in low back, right hip, and right shoulder. Pain goes back to my late teens/mid 20s. I tested negative for RA and lupus, and negative for the ankylosing spondylitis gene. C reactive protein was high, though. Low back mri showed some bone changes but nothing suggesting ankylosing spondylitis.
He said that I should think of myself as "basically healthy, but with some kind of inflammatory disease." He said to take NSAIDS to treat it when it flares up, and that I can continue doing physical therapy and chiropractic, but unless the pain gets to the point that I can't control it with over the counter stuff, I can just go about living my life and not worry about it.
I'm having what you might call "all the feelings" about this. He looked at some decade-old mri and CT reports and really felt that they indicated the inflammatory disease. Why didn't my primary doc or my orthopedist say anything about that 10 years ago? Were they wrong, or is he? This is basically a non-diagnosis diagnosis, so it just feels really amorphous and like it's just his opinion. Everyone else was saying that I just have biomechanical issues, but he says all my joint pain is related to this. But then why did no one see anything other than normal degenerative changes on my thorasic mri a few months ago, when that has hurt every day for 15 years?
I'm just sad and angry and frustrated and confused and then angry again and then crying again. I'm trying to remember that it's not that bad a diagnosis - he said this rarely causes disability in females and I don't need to limit my activities in any way. So why am I so upset????
I guess I'm just looking for some people who can understand how crazy-making this is, and maybe reassure me that even if this is a form of arthritis, it's going to be okay.
Also, I'm going to ask my primary to suggest a rheumatologist for a secondition opinion...any specific questions you would suggest I ask?
Thanks.
Beth