Hi, I didn't cope well at all. I didn't know that I was withdrawing from valium, I had no clue there were withdrawal symptoms from stopping. Because it's a prescription medicine I thought it was like stopping aspirin (how naive). I was buying it online and had told my doctor, but he never warned me to not stop suddenly.
I didn't stop completely for a month. I had bought some valium but they never arrived. I had about 12 x 10mg left, which I spread over 3 weeks - then I went without any valium for a week, and that's when the horrendous withdrawal symptoms started (after 2 days of stopping).
I called the emergency services and they sent an ambulance to check my heart because it was beating like crazy for about 4 hours. I had muscle spasms, felt like I was leaving my body in an alarming way, feared I was 'losing it', became hyper-sensitive to noise at one point, felt high anxiety - amongst other things. It was shockingly bad.
It was on the 6th day something inside told me to check valium withdrawal, which I did and realised that was the culprit. I have some high life stresses right now, which is why I was taking the valium, so I thought I was having a meltdown or something, but no, it was valium withdrawal.
A doctor has given me a prescription of 10mg a day and I have gone to a centre for people on drugs, so I can withdraw with support. I'll see a doctor at the centre soon and will get a withdrawal program.
I've seen a few people there and have been that valium is the worst drug to withdraw from - worse than heroin and other class A drugs. Alcohol is probably the only one as bad, but not as dangerous as valium.
I think I'll be getting 1mg a month less, or longer if I'm finding it difficult (speaking to someone else who went on a valium withdrawal program - it took him 4 years because he was on a much higher dose).
I'll have to prepare for months of symptoms, I'm still getting mild symptoms even on 10mg (when I think about it, I was on about 12-15mg a day).
I'd not want to withdraw again like that, not at all. thank heavens something inside told me to check valium withdrawal, I dread to think what would have happened. Did you go on a withdrawal program? If so, how was it for you? Best wishes.