Finally got my assessment call pending, no sleep over 50 odd hours? Watching frasier on telly and in a mo judge Judy? I so seriously dont like where i am now, Not meening my surrounds but my state of mind. Will have to leave this site yet again as rely on it so much? My only outlet? I stopped watching news cos was causing me so much distress and found myself worrying about so many other things that actually effect me? rather have the distractiin of what else is going on in the world so put news on? Nah, back to frasier? So much hatred in this world. I get my phone assessment today, Yippeeee, i dont know why i,m looking forward to it as for the first time in a long time i feel like taking my self away from it all, prob the drink but it truely helps me? Doesnt make me any better but takes away my ability to walk to the railway bridge that calls to me?Need sleep. Prob wrong forum to say all this but Its the only one i have so apologise yet again
Night Owl, I am sorry to hear you are having a tough time still. Don't watch the news 'till you are feeling happy again. I had to do that before too. Or horror movies or disturbing reality TV with police cases and stuff.
I hope you can get off the drink soon. Have you been going to therapy?
Take care my friend and please know that you are not alone,
Agirl xxxxx
PS Please keep using the forum. This is what it is for. xx
Thank you Agirl, you and your posts have helped me through some of my darkest moments? You are a diamond and an asset to this site. Thanks angel.
You are welcome Night Owl. I hope you are feeling better
Agirl xxx
No apologies needed. In fact, if there's one thing we could learn not to do is continually say we're sorry when we really aren't. Anyway, I want you to seek out counseling immediately. I'm no professional. But I've been where you Are and you are definitely depressed and maybe suicidal Your current problems can become a part of the past and you'll be able to move on with help. DO IT. NO EXCUSES