Dear Bubbles,
I too had a HUGE problem with weight gain. What I mean by that is: I could not stand being a heavy weight when my whole life I was rather small. I was never diagnosis with any eating disorders, but I feel anorexia maybe part of the equation.
After gaining 65lbs over a courses of 2 years, I wanted to end it all...
It didn't matter that my bipolar was managed; I was beyond miserable due to being almost 200lbs on a 5'3" frame! Who would be happy with that? Who??
So, I went to my GP and said I wanted to be put on Topamax ( not sure of spelling) I started at 25mgs and went up to 100mg for about 11 months. I've been on 50mgs for the last few months.
I took this drug when I was first diagnosed with BP 15 years ago. It is known to cause weight loss, and that's what it did for me.
I felt if I have to take meds that are going to cause me to gain weight, then they better give me something to counteract those said meds!
I must worn you that it was a battle to get that Rx, because my psychiatrists said it also "makes one dumb" It's not a drug that is used these days, but I insisted I be put on it.
I have been taking Topamax for almost 2 years now. The 65lbs came off in the first 8 months. I am now my "normal" weight and very happy that I don't have THAT dragging me down!
Just because we have an illness, doesn't mean we have to gain a bunch of weight to deal with it!
Think about the added stress cancer patients would have if chemo caused weight gain!
My son in law just went through that...if there had been even a 20 lb gain, he wouldn't have handled it so well. Nobody wants to be over weight!
I hope I've helped, and just remember: You're feelings about your self image is so important. Just because we have a mental illness doesn't mean we have to gain 50lbs to have a healthy brain!
Good luck.