Okay so, ever since my incident with Paxil I've felt...weird. During the Paxil incident I experienced what I think was a sudden drop in blood pressure that caused me to pass out a total of three times. I then had to go to the hospital for a spike in blood pressure of about 144/97. Basically, my nervous system had a terrible reaction to it. That was a while ago so that awful stuff is out of my system by now, but ever since then I've noticed some weird stuff going on.
(Side note: I have health anxiety so I'm now paranoid of my blood pressure spiking again. Every once in a while I'll feel my ears heat up, or my head will get hot, and I'll think 'oh god, it's another spike'. I can't just walk into my doctor's office, so I've had to deal with this alone.)
Now, the weirdest thing going on with me is the strange pseudo-weakness in my left leg. I say pseudo because it's not really weak, I don't fall when I try to stand, but it feels...odd. Like it's stuffed with cotton or something. I'm constantly worried that I will fall when I put weight on it, but I never do. I've also noticed it's gotten easier to cut off circulation in that leg, and from time to time I feel the telltale pins and needles in my foot or calf. This also makes me a bit paranoid because I had an incident recently involving my left heel going completely numb for a day.
My left arm is also having issues. It's pretty infrequent but, from time to time I'll get the pain of a pulled muscle somewhere in my upper arm or my shoulder. It'll ache for a while, I'll rub it and probably make it worse, and then it'll go away after a while of not paying attention to it.
Then there's the strange pain in the right side of my head. It's not a headache per se, but it's sort of like a throb that comes on for two seconds and leaves. THIS is what's really bothering me, because if a condition is affecting the right side of your brain, your left side will be affected by it, so I'm constantly thinking to myself, what if I've had a stroke? What if my brain is rotting? What if, what if?
This is really hard for me to deal with so I would appreciate if someone could point me in the right direction. I've been medically cleared multiple times, and many doctors and nurses have told me I'm just a big ball of nerves but with my anxiety it's difficult for me to just accept that.