And I did just that! And ohhhhh man what a story it is. So much has changed...
I had the operation July 5th. Checked into hospital at 10am. I walked into the OR at 11am. Surgery lasted 5 hours, and I took another 3 hours just to go home. Long day for my family. Surgery itself went well, but the outcome wasn't what was expected, and it is much worse.
From CT scan and hearing tests we predicted the chokesteatoma wasn't too large, and hadn't done too much damage. During surgery though they were shocked. They removed cholesteatoma that formed a mass the size of a grown man's thumb. Shockingly huge compared to my ear and head. It was in my mastoid, and around my ossicles. It eroded my incus, which is surprising with how good my hearing was before. At least to me it is, but maybe cholesteatoma consucts sound well enough. So they removed my incus as well as a bunch of mastoid bone. And that means I go in for a other surgery in a couple months. Right in the middle of the school year....I am kind of worried about that but I should be fine.
At first I didn't know all this though. First few days home I was thinking once the packing was removed I would have my hearing back. I thought they removed a small cholesteatoma, and left my ossicles intact. Whilst getting my bandages changed though, my mom let something slip. They were waiting to tell me that when my packing was removed, I wouldn't have hearing, and that I'd need a second surgery. My Mom told me this and I was in disbelief. It felt like the divorce talk all over again. I just couldn't believe it. Was kind of mad they didn't tell me earlier, and that they held that back from me.
But anyway. Your comment was dead on, minus the ear looking weird thing. I didn't notice a thing different besides that lobe thingy where they took cartilage from looking different. You can see, and feel, where they cut a circle out. Creeps me out lol. And then of course hearing loss. Missing a ossicle pretty much makes me deaf in the ear. I hear a little though, which is great so I can tell where sounds coming from sometimes. I've gotten used to it now, but I'll like when I get most my hearing back there. 3 other annoyances are the numbness in my ear, taste loss, and the freaking tinnitus. Ear numbness slowly going away, and so is the taste lost, but this tinnitus is gonna be the death of me. I've had trouble sleeping, and it really is screwing with me. Can't get used to it, so I hope I won't have it forever.
Wow, this is a LONG reply. But as of now I am living almost a normal life. I miss swimming a lot, but hopefully I can resume that after my next appointment in a few days.