What to do... advice please..

Hi. I previously wrote posts regarding my mental health etc. Some background info:

Have had depression for 7 years (I'm 17 now). I have self harmed a lot in the past and still do now but not as bad. I recently attempted twice, and got hospitalised 3 times (I was in an inpatient facility recently for a week). I recently got diagnosed with severe depressive disorder and now under investigation into PTSD and an ASD assessment in Nov. I'm now trying out my third antidepressant. I have a lot of support aswell.

I started college (Y2) last week and I feel like I'm dreading going in already. I feel so stressed by it, too. Do I have a gap year or carry on? I'm not sure if this years course will make my mental health worse..any advice?

Hey Monkey, Im 15 and I really dont know anything about college but i just want to  congratulate you for putting up with depression man. I have something called depersonlization and well im sure you can search it up but anyway man goodluck on life bro and keep it up..!

It's alright, thank you for responding smile Thanks. I don't even know how long I can take now, though. And that sounds difficult sad( Same goes!