I recently started working for an NHS trust that claims to look after your mind and body. They also claim that they're the best NHS trust to work for. I had to resign due to the stress they put me under. Nasty work colleagues, lack of understanding from my manager….it was an awful experience. It made my anxiety levels shoot through the roof and since then I’ve had palpitations, and feel like I wish I could fall asleep and just never wake up. All this stuff about logging events to help prove what you’ve been going through is rubbish when the other parties can say it never happened. Really wish i could snap out of it but i feel like i'm sinking lower and lower
It's how we respond to other people that lessens our anxiety. We can't control them but we can control how we respond. People are born with a sinful nature. They/we learn to be good. It's an individual decision. I wonder if you are having the same symptoms that I have: dazed, dreamlike, my thoughts are better when I'm asleep, feeling like I'm not here..really weird..but knowing what is real and what is not. Thank God! Learning that there's not much I can do to control the negative behavior of others but only my response. Praying for you KinderKid.
stuarto, what a beautful person you are. I have started to drink to sleep otherwise i get really upset and can't sleep. can not believe how nasty some people can be. The whole experience has really effected me.
I can't understand why these people would do the things they did and then deny it. Surely if you have balls to do something you would admit it?
Thanks.
Just check out dissociative disorder. Doesn't seem to fit me. But thanks.
stuarto, this is just a small bit that added to all thats gone on. My last 4 years has been a nightmare. I just feel like i'm losing the fight. I wished for something that I'd always wanted and that wish came true but since then all badness has come from it. I feel like i sold my soul....i really do!
every time i have a success, it turns into a disaster. For example, I get a great job. Another woman in the office applied for the position but was turned down for it. This woman and her friend made my life hell
Feeling not myself mentally. I must think "I am not going crazy" to keep things in perspective. Brain fog. I've had all kinds of tests from MRIs to sonagrams, to blood work, and neurological nerve tests. Oh, I have tingling in various parts of my body. I'm trying to replace negative thoughts with positive ones and not overly analyze situations. Also, recognizing that I can not control or manipulative situations that involve others to a positive outcome. I am not aware of my feelings when I am interacting with others where I am not in a situation that causes anxiety.
No, never heard of either test. Explain, please. Thanks.
Will try this soon. Are all of these supplements?
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Sounds good. Thanks. Where does the Dlpa powder fit into the series example that you gave?
Your response came to me, steadfast.