After waking up at 5am vomiting, and leg tremors, I have had to stay in bed until 6pm, nausea, head throbbing and brain sloshing about all day.
Wish I could take a mirtazapine just to get the lovely sleep i got from it, I just want to go to sleep and not wake up until its all over. Im starting to question if i actually need medication because i feel 100% worse now than i did in september when i 1st went to see my dr.
I hope the psych I see tomorrow can help as this is my original 1st appointment, not a 2o minute emergency one like the last 2.
I do know I dont want to carry on with buspirone, yes it might calm me down a bit, but it does zilch for the anxiety, Im so tired and cannot sleep,no energy through lack of food, no motivation and feel very scared.
Will let you know how i get on tomorrow.
Take care everyone
Love
Danielle.
Hi Danielle, I think the new word for depression , is anxiety. yes, tell everything to your psych, my advice to you(not that I am a professional ) Is this. We only live once, so tell them everything, even if it has to speed out your mouth, just tell them . You have to, Its the only way to get better. Half of this is my problem , I either protect the ones I love, shy back, give up. But now I am thinking....just say it, do it and mean it. its the only way. Good luck to you. I hope Ive helped. hugs to you, but most of all look afte YOU! X
Been to see the psych today, was told i have severe anxiety, doubled the dose of buspirone and start a cbt course. Apparantly because of all the different anti depressants ive tried, i now have a medication intolerance, so if this med does not work I will have a medication holiday, sounds nice, hope its sunny there!!!!!!! and maybe then he will introduce mirtazapine again. Not got to see him again for another 2 mnth though.
Fingers and toes crossed this will work.
Love
Danielle
After 3 weeks off this med, I finally cracked last night and took a 15mg, just to get some sleep and enable me to eat. Had a great nights sleep, got a load of earache off hubby because i didnt tell him until this morning. Phoned my psych this morning to see if it would be ok to go back on it, hes away till monday and no one else would give any advice.
Im sick of this illness that stops me doing what i want, getting passed from one dr to another, everyone giving out different advice. even when i see the psych again in 2 mnths it will be a different one, because the one i last seen told me hes moving on and it will be someone else i see.
Just sick to death of it all, nothing works.
I think its ok to take mirtazapine with buspirone as the psych did ask me why the previous one had stopped it, like, you tell me your the dr.
Danielle.