Venting Only: I had a horrible out rage this morning due to circumstances and the STUPID HORMONES! Why and whats the use, I thnk the change of lfe is just a preparation for the GRAVE! Meno causes aging, all the crazy disease of the mind and slowly destorys your life and takes away your purpose (whatever that is) Meno is like ALS it slowly stripes your whole life away and there you lay locked in your own hormone imbalanced brain and you watch EVERYTHING fall apart! This effects our health, mind, body, relationships, family , friends and anything else that ever meant anything! I am so full of rage , anger and bitterness and even hate the fact that I am a WOMAN! Life what exactly is that , why we here, whats our purpose where we headed and since I blew everything when I die what do i get and deserve yup you got it HELL! I mean how in the world can a woman stay a saint????/??????????????????????????????????????????//?/????/ It's like there are TRAPS EVERYWHERE and they get us one way or the other! I am sick of life and what it has to offer! Now thats the way I feel SICKSICKSICKSICKSICK OF EVERYTHING! Yeah, it seems I have lost ALL HOPE! We really are doomed sooner or later. Right now I am at my witts end and I hope someone out there that can reach God for me I need Him now.
Hang in there my love. Hang on to better days.
Remember this too shall pass.
It's a season. A long season I know.
What you have said is so me as well.
Maybe clinging to God right now with my fingertips.
You will get through this. You will indeed x
Praying for you. God is in control. Just hang in there I felt the same way. I will not let this beat me. I've had a rough year but I'm still here thanking God for my life, health and strength. It could be worse. Thank about somebody in a nursing home that can't do anything for themselves. Keep pushing ❤
Indeed this is very true x
My mom use to say that "this to shall pass". Thanks for saying that.
Hi crosado8, yes I would not wish this on a dog, but meno hell does get better with time, when I first went through it I felt so unreal funny weird scared, I just don't know what was happening to me....I cried my eyes out in bed such horrible thing to go through
but I have made it into menopause and just waiting for my periods to stop for good
so you hang on there better times ahead keep yourself occupied do what ever you will come out on the other end.
You are most welcome. You are stronger than you think.
Take one day at a time.
God is in control even if it don't feel like it right now.
I'm learning to just take every day as it comes. I try not to worry about tomorrow.
Like God says worrying adds nothing to our stature.
You will have bad days and you will have better days.
It will get better just not as quick as we would like.
Praying for you. Keep reaching out x
That gives so much hope to us all. Thank you x
I am 61 been there done all this, felt everything you have said, but remember, every flush or nutty thoughts or self doubt, add up to you being a strong beautiful amazing wonderful woman, come on you can do this, dust yourself down and try spoiling yourself, you are so worth it,and it will all end soon, sending you loads of hugs xxx
Wow Marilyn
Truly inspirational x
Hey girl I understand what your going through!!! There have been times when I thought life wasn't worth living anymore . I am the caregiver of two adult sons with autism and the stress is sometimes unrelenting. Have you tried acupuncture??? It's worked wonders for me. You'll usually feel relief after a few treatments. God bless and hang in there!!!!#
Hi
I feel so helpless right now. Have no goals,ambitiousion, confused, frustrated, lack of energy, just don't have the will power to want to do anything . I truly hate myself .feel as thou lost myself, empty feeling. Ho matter how hard say to myself tomorrow I'm going to start to volunteer somewhere.
Thanks for listening!
Dear Crosado, I absolutely agree with all that you say. I could have written it. I feel OK today but very sh. ...ty yesterday. It really is a HARD JOURNEY! LOOK AFTER YOURSELF and be kind.( I am not sure god will help)
Donna, I two have a autistic son :-( trust me I know how unrelenting it is and a special needs daughter, well the other thing I have to deal with I will just NOT say to keep me from going off the deep end because today well its been a day from H...! I'm hanging in there for right now because it's my only option.
Marilyn, I don't know why but what you said made me cry even though I am worlds from been beautiful!
There is a lovely song about the 'Sally Army', it finishes with - 'Some years later, looking back, me, I believe I found the answer and I'd like to say, you need never be alone when God's a prayer away and He'll fill you with His sunshine if your life is cold and grey.'
You don't need me, or anyone else to reach God for you. He is there at your side and He never left you.
Jesus said 'Behold I make all things new,' and 'I have come that ye might have life and have it in abundance.'
Cling to the Rock girl, He won't let you down. Any time you need to vent, we are here for you. xx
You are beautiful, it's good to cry and it came straight from my heart to yours you wonderful woman God bless xxx
I feel the same way. This crap has ruined my life and there's not a damn thing I can do about it. Meds only do much. I don't care about anything right now. Just want to curl up somewhere and die
But I have to go back to work tomorrow and I have a 9 yr old to take care of. I don't think I can take much more of this.
I get you. I'm ony way home from a wedding... Crosado, it's the small things that count. Small child's laugh, a pretty leaf etc. I'll write more later. Hugs to you. Be calm.xxx
Thank you for the words of wisdom. ❤