Why can't I be normal

I've been sat here all day google g and search for answers to why my oxygen was 90% and iv had arm chest leg and finger shoulder pains all day my partner like litrally shakes his shoulder and goes don't know I wouldn't be worried if it was me why can't I be like that I'm waiting for the news of cancer or a incurable disease or something life threatening or I'm sat here wondering if I will die today I got so jelouse of people that can sit there care free and shrug things off 😭 it's not fair I'm even considering joining bupa with money I have not got to spend because I'm so sure and positive I'm dying and been neglected is anybody else this bad or is it just me ?

Hi Steph, 

i get get pains in my chest and think I'm having a heart attack and fear the worse, I'm really bad at moment with anxiety iv been to hospital 4 times in past 2 week and all tests have come back fine... I haven't been myself since this started as I'm constantly worrying what will happen to me so your not on your own 

That's it though isn't it you turn into somebody else and you feel so ill it's like I have the feeling of Norma for a split second and I'm back to feeling horrible again and like im seriously ill. It doesn't help my doctor panicking me I stayed away from hospital and doctors after I went to doctors nearly everyday for a month and 3 nights in hospital ! Heart ultrasound loads of bloods like 11 ecgs I finally thought I'll go to doctors for something to help to be told about my oxygen been low that's it now I'm back at beginning I feel like living in hospital x

Yeah it defo turns you into somebody else, iv lost my appetite and just worry about stuff what's not even happened, I'm same had loads of ecgs and bloods done come back normal.... But in my head I think there's something seriously wrong with me its taking over my life, what they going to do about your oxygen levels then x

Yeah that's me I've started to not want to eat really cause I'm top busy worried about what's happening to me .

They said because my doctor did not write down much and put my oxygen levels was 98 (they was after I had to breathe in deep 8 times to get it back up ) they can't do nothing they gave me a ecg my doctor thought I had a blood clot and wanted me testing they said I'm too young I'm not im 22 I can have one ! Anyways they sending him a email to say I need to have a tube breathing test and be reffered for that I don't know in the mean time I'm scared to death as I don't know if I have something life threatening lol x

No you won't have anything life threatening because if you did you would be in hospital getting treated they wouldn't just leave you... Like I keep telling myself there's nothing wrong with me and it's all in my head just so hard and scary isn't it I'm glad I found this group though cos some people don't understand what your going through and it's nice to talk to people who is x

Im exactly the same its horrendous. Im so fed up of feeling ill. Everyday i find a struggle now. I feel lile im trapped in a bubble. I have the neck check and shoulder pain and my head feels like im in water. Ive been told by a few people its either anxiety, a hormone inbalance or fibromyalgia. I still think i have cancer! I cannot understand how anxiety can make u feel so ill all day everyday. Hope u feel better soon peeps xxx

Yeah your right actually . And agree so much there it is hard for people to understand and accept I was so relieved when I found this group I don't know where I would be without it I even got talking to somebody and it was really weird she ended up been a close friend who I never knew had anxiety it's amazing how many people suffer without you even knowing I hope it gets better for you soon are you on meds ? X

I keep getting told hormone imbalance by doctors and tests say I don't I have looked up fibromyalgia and I just don't know also been thinking arthritis but yes it always come down to cancer or something .

The bubble thing is so right I always say it really does feel like your trapped xx

Yea iv just had arthritus bloods done and they came bk clear so beengiven co codamol for the muscle pain but it doesnt help n still have a fuzzy head. I guess if it wasnt anxiety the tabs would take the edge off the pain? Its taking iver my life now xxx

Aw that's nice they ended up been your close friend and you can talk to them and understand what your going through, I hope it gets better too and for you too and no not on medication off to doctors next week to tell them all about this so hopefully they will help me out are you? X

hiya clare, iv been feeling ill too loss of appetite.. Pain in my chest and arm on left side and I have felt in my own world and cant concentrate on anything, iv read people with anxiety think they have a serious illness and I have thought the same checking my body constantly to find something, we just have to think there is nothing wrong with us, and it's all in our heads hope you feel better too Hun xx

Nothing helps me either I find it hard to even open.my child's bottom now it's ridiculous I feel my body's shutting down do you get panic attacks ? And a real nausea feeling that overwhelms like you can't breathe ? Xxx

No 😞 I had to reaction to them so I'm scared to take others I really need something but I know my body will make up reactions to them to stop me from taking them xx

Aw bless you hun iv had beta blockers in hospital to slow my heart down but not been sent home with anything hopefully doctor can help me out, it takes over your life iv got a 3 month old too can't be like this all time xxx

I feel nauseous all day everyday. Ive only ever had 2 panic attacks were ive started sweating got really hot and paniky couldnt breathe and felt like i was going to pass out.

I have leg shoulder chest and neck pain with a fuzzy head and nauseous and dizzy all day everyday its awful xxx

Hi Steph I was wondering about you and how you got on at hospital? Did they keep you long? How you feeling now? E. 

I'm having what I hope to be a panic attack now but my breathing isn't going back to normal it's slowing right down scaring me even more I feel I have to force myself to breathe .

I have that too and also I have dizzyness where I have to hold onto something or I feel I'm going to pass out that happens about 4 times a day xxx

Hey hun no the did not keep me my oxygen went up to 98 so they did not witness it for there self even though the doctor saw it at 90 and sent me there all they did was ecg and told me I'm fine just need to get checked out with them breathing tubes god knows when they will get me booked in for that I don't feel I'm going to last that long 😢 I know I sound dramatic but it's how I honestly feel xx

Aww that was good hospital told me they was nothing to give me and my doctor needs to sort it I have two children so I know exactly what you mean it's not good I has bad anxiety like this after having my youngest and it wasn't nice I could not function or even feel I loved him at first because my mind was all over but now I feel awful on them because there noticing me changing and even asking me to check them for health problems all the time I feel horrible that they do that as it's all my fault xxx