From Deee,
I don't know what happened to the formatting of my last post, but here goes. Since I last wrote I have been
taking an overview of psychiatry in general. In my twenties, though I did quite well as a professional actress, I had 3 separate depressive episodes; all were related to events in my life that I couldn't deal with. With 2 of
them I had no treatment and eventually got it together and went on with my life. The 3rd was treated with
imipramine in a clinic following a very serious suicide attempt. I was having difficulties with my marriage, was a 2nd year student nurse, and had to have some serious, and very painful surgery. I was in the clinic for 2
weeks and went straight back to work. During the rest of my training and for the years after that I was
considered one of the best nurses at the hospital where I worked. My point is that I didn't have a psychiatrist
for the next 30 years and lived a very productive, happy(ish) life, raised my 2 boys, was a successful actor,
sculptor and writer. (2 books, a movie series, aTV sitcom, several screenplays - solo and group exhibitions
for my sculpture and more. I have also won awards for my short stories and plays.
Early in 2000 I was very stressed and a friend suggested I go to a psychiatrist and try one of the new anti-
depressant drugs. I had a sudden catastrophic reaction to the drug. The doctor admitted me immediately to
a psych clinic and gave me ECT, (66) in twenty months. My memory for most of this time is extinct but I do
remember saying `no' rather often. Others have told me this also. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
Apparently, if an artist gets sick it is almost certainly due to bipolar. The long and short of it was that I actually have PTSD caused by the dreadful experience of having ECT against my will.(another time). A thought,
Lithium does not help PTSD.
For 13 years, plus the ten before that that I can't remember, I have been at the mercy of psychiatrists. Meds,
ECT, Meds. I fired my doctor last Monday. She still believes the `chemical imbalance' nonsense. She didn't
get it when I told her that neurologists have been trying for at least 20 years to find a `balance' of chemicals in the brain. Without this you cannot know what an `imbalance' might be. Common sense, logic, clear thinking, what do you think. The only `imbalance' that might exist is that caused by drugs that have no foundation in
science at all.
My reason for going on with all this is because I have been trying to find scientific studies that are well
designed, honest and repeatable to support or not, the value of the various treatment modes for mental
`illness'. After all I was very involved in psychiatry and supported the medical model. BUT, what I have found
is very disturbing. There is hardly any `good' science out there. Findings that do not support the status quo
are rarely/never published in `reputable' magazines such as the American Journal of Psychiatry, which is
printed on the back of drug company ads. The few exponents of, at least caution, are labelled ratbags and
rebels. The comeback by the establishment is that the rebels are going to cause people to die because they won't have the medications or the electrical head injury that will save them.
After a few days, just on the web, I have seen ads for ECT machines, (70% off, limited offer, if you're looking
for one at home.) The information from these is terrifying. The language, sci-babble, (my word) description is
almost exactly the same as that used to promote the icepick through the eye socket lobotomy. (I checked it
out). Terrifyingly the use of ECT in Melbourne Australia is increasing exponentially as I sit here. Worse,
lobotomy is also on the rise, with new names of course. As for the drugs, the atypical anti-psychotics,
Quetiapine, Zyprexa, Risperodone et al, are being doled out on an almost universal range of `disorders'.
I have stood in line in a very highly thought of facility here in Melbourne where almost everyone seems to be on one of these. There is a row of young people, all obese, queueing for their diabetes 2 blood tests. They
are not outraged or resistant, because of the drugs' `calming effect', they are just apathetic as they line up for their ECT. In all my visits I see the same faces over and over. Nobody gets better, or not for long.
Psychiatry is out of control. The dangers of these treatments is being ignored. `We don't have anything else'
my doctor said, `I just gave a young woman her life back with ECT,' she says proudly. How long will it be
before she has to do it again, and again, and again? What do you tell a young woman of 22 when she
discovers she can't remember her nursing training, when she becomes a psychiatric patient for the rest of her life? `Mental illness' should not be a life sentence. But it can very quickly become one. People are afraid.
They're afraid that if the doctor doesn't help them, who will? These people, me, are among the most
vulnerable people in any society. They, we, don't have much of a voice. Complaints are dismissed, they're
sick, that's why they're complaining; they don't understand. `We're the doctors, we know. We're here to help
you.' That's what the Gestapo told the people as they herded them to the gas chambers. I am going to try to
work out some kind of program whereby some of these issues are presented to:
1. The general public, who should be afraid. None of us is immune.
2. The ground level general practitioners who might have second thoughts about sending their patients to be abused via a lobotomy, or ECT.
3. The government (taxpayers are footing the bill for most of these inappropriate, unnecessary and often
dangerous drugs and physical treatments.
I became outraged and genuinely frightened when I saw, on a medical advice web site, like this one, where a doctor answered a query on the safety of ECT stating that it caused no harm whatsoever. (?) Organic Brain Syndromes are produced by ECT every time. Repetitive injury can be catastrophic. (See football players and
boxers) The magical thinking by psychiatrists and others who should know better have the magical belief that doing this to people is therapy! However this doctor continued by announcing that he was going to post the
symptoms of mental illness that might be found in their 2 year old children, in order to treat them early.
DANGEROUS! I think so.
The organisation I would like to set up must be seriously and rigorously scientific. Extremes, outrageous
claims of `fascist psychiatrists' and so on won't cut it, that would be brushed off, and rightly so, as the merely
the` lunatic fringe' and won't serve the cause well. If anyone reads this, I would love to get feedback,
suggestions. Of course we will need money to set up the studies, so ideas for that would also be welcome.
We must try to find the `good' doctors out there to support this because their voices will be heard.
EVIL WILL ONLY FLOURISH WHEN THE GOOD REMAIN SILENT.
Why is the formatting in the preview so bad?