Hi, i just want to spill my guts, can life sometimes feels like it’s going against you and beats you so hard that you wonder what in the name of god have i done wrong to deserve this misery. I hate to say this but sometimes when i see people living their life without issues i get this kind of jealousy not in a evil way but i just want to feel the same but i think life just keeps throwing bricks at me to the point where i’m my knees crying for mercy.
Yes! and I guess we all feel like this at some time or another. But one of the things is that we are looking at an illusion. Are those people we look at on Facebook looking so great and as if their life is totally sorted and happy really happy? We all want others to see us as a ‘best version’ of ourselves. It’s advertising! Everybody does it. It doesn’t mean it’s true. And it may be true for that moment of that day but life is forever changing. One day up, next day down. One year up, next year down. One decade up, next decade down. It all changes all the time.
Yes, sometimes life is doggy poo and that’s not nice but you get the hand you are dealt and you can still play a winning hand if you play it skillfully.
Anxiety has two best friends who he often brings with him, shame and victimhood and they can do just as much damage as anxiety. I’m not saying you shouldn’t feel the way you do. It’s a natural reaction to your situation and I have felt it many times but as well as there being a victim self in you (and everyone) there is also a courageous self (and a loving self and a humorous self and a persistent self).
Have a good moan and then have another go.
and that’s why i decided to quit social media as it only makes things worse and thank you for the sweet comment it cheered me up.
i kno this feeling to well because u dont feel like the person u was b4 going thru the same thing in ur mind wanting to be normal & missing the things u use to do seeing those still being able to do stuff & just thinking why me what did i do i’ve always been good to people worked in catholic school promoting god to children & i wont hurt a fly always had troublesin my life but i’ve over come them & always been blessed & so greatful for all the little things nowadays i h8t what is happening to me i’m not even half that girl i was b4 & its draining when u cant see a better future i’ve closed myself off from people because when they ask me how i am its the same old its like i’m sure they’l get sick of hearing me say i’m still ill totally losted the ability now to give a ■■■■ & thats really not the person i want to be but these health issues i’ve got makes me h8t myself & the world sad really 