Where to start? Everyone and everything has hurt and abandoned me and I don't know why. I had a Dr. mess up on me during surgery some years ago. From then My life has been a downward spiral. My sister is evil she had an affair with my husband turned my children against me some years ago. I fought to be strong all the while holding it in. My mom was verbally abusive I moved in with my parents when they couldn't take care of themselves. I did this for 6 years. Both of my parents died leaving me everything except $1 to my sister. well my Dad thought he had taken my sister off the insurance policies 20 years ago. He didn't. She got the money but continues to harass me, have me followed. She even threatened me when I had the sheriffs department try to serve her for notification of the wills.I have a few relatives in another state but no one to even help me to fix up this house. I am unloved and alone. Why did God let me live after that Dr. messed up on me? I have been on medication for years. I don't think it has helped much. If I could give my days left on earth to someone who wants to live I would. I shouldn't be alive
Hello,
Life is a precious gift.
Always see your Doctor quickly if you need medication or counselling support, or feel life has no value.
Life can present us with very challenging circumstances that often affect us to such an extent the events can shape our future if we let them.
Try to bring your mind into the present moment and live with mindfulness in each breath.
The mind is like a dog with a bone, it loves to hold on to a story or issue and spend an endless amount of time chewing and dwelling.
Try to bring your thoughts into the ‘now’ , this very second and say to yourself 'Without falling back into past events or forward into perceived future events how am I in this very moment? ’
Try a little meditation to still your mind, there is a great free app for mindfulness and meditation called
Plum Village
Give it a try and regain control of your thoughts.
You are strong, you were born strong, you can do this you owe it to yourself to be kind to yourself.
Peace 