WithDrawls from anxiety and panic disorder medication

hello everyone I just wanted to get some feedback on some medication I have been taking I read some of the posts from a few years back and I see a few went cold turkey and stop taking their anxiety medication I was on Lexapro for about two years just a small dosage about 10 mg and I also was described klonopin to take as needed just a 0.5 mg if the Lexapro wouldn’t work right away so just recently in April 2021 my therapist changed me to 25 mg of Zoloft and I actually only have been taking it for about three weeks and I felt worse than ever before then I went cold turkey and stop taking it and it made me even worse so now I am waiting on an appointment on Thursday, 10 June to see my therapist to see if she can possibly prescribe me a benzo with some strength that i can take as needed I no longer want to take any SSRI. so I have been going through withdrawl symptoms from the Zoloft like I said I took him about three weeks then I went off of them for about three weeks then I try to start them back again but that only lasted about a week or two so currently I’m not on any zoloft medications I do have klonopin then I seem to be taking more often than usual my panic attacks has gotten so much worse sometimes I can’t sleep and I’ll be up all night long then in the daytime I’m tired so I can’t work so hopefully she will have a solution for me on Thursday please pray for me that this all works out and I’m hoping I/she can find a solution with my therapist because this is really driving me crazy It seems like my anxiety and panic attacks has gotten so much worse sometimes I can’t sleep and I’ll be up all night long then in the daytime I’m tired so I can’t work. I definitely wouldn’t recommend anyone to quit cold turkey and to consult with their therapist before if they’re thinking about doing it I wish there was something natural out there I can use I’m just looking for any type of solution that’s gonna work for me I’m praying for all of you