Hi all, just need to offload.
I had a better nights sleep, great even, but as soon as I wake thoughts are racing 😢 Thinking there’s something seriously wrong with me.
I have an assessment for work this morning, & feeling like this is making me feel like I don’t want to go. I will force myself to do it, as I typed that butterflies in my stomach.
I look at myself and all I see is illness 😢 I’ve been waiting for today as I have Drs. Not till this afternoon though. Told myself yesterday I’m packing up the fags too today. I done it for a month back in April but started again, the anxiety didn’t help. But suppose it’s all physiological.
Want to wake up feeling normal. Don’t know whether to take medication as I know this will be one thing we will be discussing later.
Feeling tired now & it’s only 07:10am 😫
Well I best go. Hope you all are keeping strong xx