Lying here in my bed
with nothing to listen to
except the voices in my head
What Is life ? I'm not sure I realise
I just lay here with no one to hear my cries
I'm not sure who I am, not sure who is me?
Wearing this mask so as not to be seen
Hiding from the world or does it hide from me?
I wish I could be enlightened, wish someone would help me see!
When I was a child things were so easy
Laughing and joking
you just wouldn't believe me
if I told you my story
if I told you that it's true
If I told what had happened would you have known just what to do?
Would you help me would you have listened to my fears
Would you have understood how much I'd suffered over the years
Would you have tried to understand just what I went through
Would you have spoken up as a child if it was you?
Would you have told your family in the fear of splitting them apart?
Or would you have kept it to yourself because you have a heart?
Because you know no matter what nothing is going to change
Because you know so much time had passed that it'd never be the same?
Because you know it's your burden now and that's just how it has to be
Because no matter what could happen next.....it's just all on me! 😢