Oh my darling my heart goes out to you. I agree with the other replies you must have an endoscopy to see what is going on. Go to your doc and demand one. Tell them you are feeling suicidial. I totally understand how gerd can make u feel like this. My gerd came out of the blue too. I'd never had reflux in my life however mine started when I was 41. I thought it may be hormonal, then I thought the chiropractor may have caused it from smaking me on the back so hard (top mid spine), then I wondered if Colonic irrigation had caused it??? But I think the main contributing factor was STRESS!! It coincided with me going back to work and my daughter becoming a very difficult teenager.
Were you under a lot of stress when it started?
You need to find a good gastro doc. You may need to see one that specialises in LPR as it's your throats that is suffering most. My gerd is under control now but I still have relapses. I don't take stomach meds cos they don't help me. In fact make it worse. Here's list of what helps me:
Raising top of bed with 2 bricks
Avoiding diet triggers (they can be different for everyone. I avoid caffeine, alcohol, chocolate, spicy, citrus and dairy. Sugar is bad too)
Dgl licorice (brilliant)
Slippery elm (sometimes helps)
No eating after dinner (6.30pm)
Exercise 2 hrs after food (walking, Pilates, yoga and cycling) be careful with stomach exercises. Might have to avoid all together.
I had terrible nausea at the start but I never actually vomitted. I think stomach meds made nausea worse. Have u tried weak ginger tea. I say weak because if you have sensitive stomach like me ginger can make it worse.
These are tests I've had done:
3 endoscopies over 3 years.
1 colonoscopy
Barium swallow
Ultra sound (stomach, gall bladder, and pancreas)
Ph study and 24 hr monitoring ( tests LES muscle)
Food intolerance test ( natropath)
SIBO test
Fructose and lactose intolerance test
What country do u live in? If it's free for you I would try and get all the above tests done.
I have inflammation in my eosphagus quite high up and I have a small hiatus hernia. Also get tested for Celia disease when you have endoscopy and H pylori.
My blessings to you Hun. Hang in on there you will get better. For stress I'm on lexapro 10mg per day. This has helped a lot. Also I do yoga and deep breathing.
Let us know how you get on. Don't be overwhelmed by the tests. One step at a time. Also there is nothing to fear all the tests are not painful. The 24hr monitor test is uncomfortable that's all. Positive thinking can get you a long way. Try not to focus on it. You will be able to exercise again I'm sure. btw I studied PE!
Warm blessings
Dominique