5 weeks

Treatment and medication
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Hi guys just popped in to see how everyone is getting on in there progress, 

I think im going through a blip at the moment and been told this is normal around 5 or 6 weeks. 

What im feeling is hard to explain its not bad but its not good just a wierd feeling. 

The only way i can describe it is when you have anxiety with obsessive thoughts it can strike you when your relaxing and while im relaxing now it feels like its trying so hard to make me think bad thoughts and feel anxious its like my brain and anxiety are fighting and this is encouraging as anxiety was always the winner but now it has a competitor. After the fight it leaves me feeling spaced out and staring into space kind of feeling. 

Very wierd feeling but not worrying at all, also things are looking clearer to me which is frightning to start with as im so used to feeling horrible and in a dream like world. Its just adjusting to normality that im going through at the moment. 

Apart from those things this tablet is good for me so like to hear your storys guys. Take care 

Scott

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hi scott,

don't worry it is totally normal, i had the same thing, but i've always had that niggly background voice tellling me bad things and making me have bad thoughts too, that was before though, and now we are all in different chapters, and my new chapter doesn't include those thoughts and feelings anymore, and at the time, it's absolutely exhausting when you start having racing thoughts like that, i found it really hard to concentrate on anything else and yes, they always won, but not now, finally my own mind wins, i never thought i would be able to say that :-) keep you're chin up, you're doing great :-)

 

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Thanks really brilliant hearing others, its a wierd feeling when there fighting against each other. Very good that there fighting and not letting the anxiety win. Come on brain your stronger hahaha

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ha ha, couldn't have put it better myself!!! :-)