Hi Ive been back and forth from the doctors for a while when I was 14/15 I started getting anexity/ depersonalisation I got over that after say a year ect found myself again with help from the hospital I think it was CAHMS , but recently Ive started getting a lot worse than normally I'm now 23 years of age, I feeel so out of it it's actually untrue more dream like that ever before I feel asif one minute I'm okay then the next I'm back in that hole off just feeling awful so disoriented from the world and every thought and everything around me just seems so not real and unfamiliar I feel asif Ive got brain damage and I just can't connect to anyone or anything I feel asif I can look forward to something but then 5 mins later I just don't it's very hard to explain, I'm currently waiting to hear from the mental health unit at my local hospital, it's just so hard at the minute and I just can't focus on anything, I'm currently on 80mg of propanlol a day, and just been bumped up to 20mg of citalopram also I'm on zopliclone to help me sleep at night? But it's like it's getting worse and worse each day it's hard to even speak to people as it doesn't even seem real, I remember a doctor telling me I've got repetertive thought syndrome when I was a kid ect and it seems that way as I can't get myself into one certain way it's like I'm in 100 places at once it's so hard to explain. Anyone else experience these ways?
Hi Eddy, Have you considered admitting yourself into the psych ward of the hospital for a while? I went in for 9 days and it helped me to get back on track somewhat. They explained to me what was happening to me and how to better control my thought process. It was also good to be with other people who were going through something similar. It also helped to get away from the outside world for a while. Best of luck to you. (((Hugs)))
I have but it scares me to go into a place like that like proper scares me, I might go private but Ive not heard great things about the local private hospital! I sort of understand what's going on but the not feeling real side and the repetitive thoughts just spin round in a circle
I have the repetitive thoughts. My mind never slows down. It drives me crazy and makes me so very mentally tired.