As of late I feel like I haven in a endless cycle with almost no way out. Like questioning I'm a suffering from anxiety, am as actually as depressed as I think I am. I haven't been comfortable waking up in a while. I have like knots in my stomach worrying about work more so often then not. I worry about what could and could not happen when I show up for work and when I'm off for the day. As a manager I think maybe the responsibility has gotten to me. I don't feel happy at work nor ever satisfied with my day or work despite my boss and specialist more than happy with what I have accomplished and they way things are run. I have been wanting to move on and get a new job but unfortunately money has been the deciding factor from quitting and finding something else, even money to go back to school and do what I actually want with my life this being music. I spend most of my time alone. I feel alone at work. I go to the movies alone. All of my friends are engaged, married and I'm still single. I have tried to meet new people, find a significant lover but come up short. I feel my behaviour, my low key almost down demeanour because of my thoughts, situation may have been attributed to this. Now that I think about it I can remember the last time I was intimate with a girl since my last relationship but that was like 4 years ago. I have tried to get help to overcome my stress, feeling of anaxiety and depression but all people want to do is offer tactics to help get my thoughts away from what I feel and not actually talking it through. I don't need a bandaid on the situation, I feel I need a cure of shorts to start the next phase of my life, to live a better life and not a miserable one anymore
I'm in a similar situation except mine is just generally feeling numb to everything after months of anxiety but something deep inside tells me to keep going and not give up i wish I had answer or a cure trust me I wish I did but what I do know is things will get better it's a universal fact nothing stays great forever and nothing's stays negative forever hang in there
Continuez... Ayez la foi en Dieu. Je vis également avec de l'anxiété depuis 15 ans et je n'ai pas pris de médicaments. Croyez simplement en vous que vous allez surmonter cela. Dieu vous bénisse.