Hi. I'm new to this group so here is my story...
12 years ago after I had my son I had an anterior prolapse repair performed along with a vaginal hysterectomy with removal of the cervix. I was 32 years old. Didn't want any more children as I had a son and a daughter.
After the surgery, I healed very well but always thought there was something not quite right about 'downstairs'. I didn't do anything about it and got on with my life.
Recently I confided in my sisters about how my lady bits felt and they persuaded me to go to the doctors, which I did and was referred for Posterior Prolapse Repair.
Fast forward to 22nd Sept 2014........day of surgery! 😳
Surgery was performed on the Monday with no problems, internal stitches and packing. The packing was removed the following day and I started to bleed heavily. I also started to pass blood clots, some of them being quite big. After examination, I got taken back in for emergency surgery to stop the bleed. This operation was a success and I came home 2 days later on strong pain killers etc...
16 days passed and I had had a couple of small bleeds but nothing to worry about. I was really tired all the time, felt quite weak, not really much appetite, was generally trying to take it easy but that is very difficult when you have a household to run and a dog to walk.
Last Wednesday ( 8th Oct) I started bleeding again, lots of blood and blood clots again. I eventually ended up going back into hospital at 11pm and having my vagina packed again to stop the blood flow. It was decided to take me back into surgery the next day to find the bleed again. Over the 3 surgeries I lost a lot of blood.
I am tired all of the time, really tired, exhausted even, I have absolutely no strength at all, though I'm not in hideous pain I am fully aware that I have been operated on 'down there'. I can walk around very little without having to sit down, not because of pain, because I'm so tired.
I feel physically worse than I did 2 weeks ago. Every time I feel a wetness down there I am paranoid that I am bleeding again.
I have found that I am getting really upset and down about this because nobody knows what I'm going through.
I feel like I've had to start the healing process all over again from square one and it's really upsetting.
Im only 42 and I feel like my body is already giving up on me. 😔