Can't cry?

Do anyone relate I haven't cried since my first panic attack 4 years ago only I can feel like crying but feel emotionless numb example

I used to be very emotionally active a month ago worried about everything now I feel like a rock can anyone relate is this common in anxiety or depression or its something else

please do not think too much..

it happens to so many.. when one has gone through extreme mental pain and brain is , so to say, tired ...

they way i cried few years back, i no longer can..

Or perhaps that emotion has become too familiar.. it is not necessary that brain is numb..

whenever some emotion /situation repeats, arousal of feelings becomes lesser...so if you are writing in such sensible way, may be you have "transcended those emotions for higher ones " 

so keep on improving by constatntly having good thoughts.. 

I m having good thoughts

But its my secound mental trauma and its very much effecting me in every way

Its like my anxiety symptoms returns after years

yes, it does return..

for my self, i know i am prone to anxiety , even when i am not having it..

 so i try to adhere to meditate daily.. and try to dive daily upto  some depth of brain 

in those depths, we do "witness" painful emotions , without actually sufffering from pains.. 

things are clearer, there is absence of fear .. so decision making is easier..

so in my life.. for critical things when i am confused... i decide them in deep silence..

and then i try to end the thought process..

...longer we stay in "deep thought " state, we experience peace and receive correct thoughts.. our body metabolism remains balanced.. though it does demand some discipline in beginning.. a lot of self-control.. not succumbing to restlessness of worldly vibrations..