The only time these feelings kinda go away is when I do things together with my boyfriend. When I'm alone and SOMETIMES with him, the thoughts hit me and I just want to cry. I don't feel free.. I feel trapped in a pool of my own thoughts trying to eat me alive. I hate everything.
This literally happens to me too and I have anxiety & mild depression. Sometimes I think of my boyfriend too and I ask myself do I really love him & sometimes I feel like I dont but hes seriously everything to me so IDK. When im dealing with PMS I feel like I "hate" him everything he does irritates me when im pmsing lol
I have pretty bad anxeity and I'll have moments of doubt about me and my girlfreinds relationship. They go away after a short time but it scares me so much honestly. But i know i love her and i know i wanna be with her, the doubt is just from my anxeity and overthinking.
Yes. That demon know as depression can cause you to believe almost anything from you have a brain tumor to your boyfriend is cheating on you. Depression is called (in come circles) stinkin thinking.
Ahhhhhhh is it possible that you do not love him? Maybe it would be a good thing to list what you like about him and then a list of what you don't like about him and have a talk. Does he know your feelings toward him?
Communication can be a wonderful tool in a relationship.