I've been crying for two hours straight. I have this weird tightening feeling in my chest. I just don't have motivation to live anymore. I know everyone wouldn't care or even notice. This website is the only way I can talk about my feelings. I hate this feeling.
Is there something going on in your life that is causing you pain? Has it been going on so long that you have lost your motivation to change your life for the better. Are you in a situation that is wrong for you. You have to care about you. Don't wait for someone else to care or notice that you are in a bad place. When your life is on track, you will want to live and make plans for the future. If you can't trace these bouts of crying and loss of interest in life to anything specific that has happened to you, you may be going through a period of depression. You will have to see a doctor to get out of the black hole you seem to be in. Talk therapy with medical management could be the answer for you. You have to take the first step and make an appointment with your doctor. Explain what is going on with you and trust him/her to give you the direction you need. This website is a good place to come. Everyone here understands what you are going through and wants you to get better. But, take the next step and get input from a professional who is licensed and trained to help you overcome the misery and get on an even keel.
Hello C, please know that plenty of people care about you here. Have you had a chat to your GP yet? After crying for 2hours (you poor thing) I am not surprised your chest feels strange, you just ran a half marathon I reckon. Time for a cup of tea? Hmmm.
Hi, I just saw your post. I was wondering how you were doing after the last time we posted to each other...well guess I know now...I'm sorry you are not doing better. Did you try any of the things I suggested? BTW are you located in the US? If you don' t mind my asking what part? Is the photo above your name you? If so you are quite pretty, but do you know that? Does your family and or your Dr. know how you are feeling right now? How about calling a hot line and talking to someone? It's anonymous you know. You can tell them any name. It might just make you feel better and maybe more willing to try. Tell me about school. I know you don't like it, but was there any part of school you did like? Art? Do you do any art? It can be a wonderful release and really help you get out your feelings when you are having a hard time expressing your self to someone else. All you need is a piece of paper and a pencil or pen or markers. You don' have to draw anything. It could be just swatches of colors mixed to together. I used to have a lot of fun with mixing food coloring and dropping dots of it here and there on a wet t shirt. It was a lot of fun. Try it you might like it. I'll wait to hear back from you. It's late here in S. Ca. and I came on line to see if you had posted...yes I care and so do others here. We are here to help each other as well as trying to find answers for ourselves. BTW, have you ever sculpted with clay? It's a ton of fun and you don't have to be an artist to create some really interesting things. after all the art is for yourself. Wait till you see mine...they are really different...I have a ton of fun with them. If I can find a why, I'll post some photos of the clay sculptures I've made .I don't know if there are private chat rooms on this message board as I'm new here, but if there is and if you'd like to talk, let me know and we'll see what we can figure out how to do that. I'll check back tomorrow...well actually later this morning and see if you've posted. I hope to hear from you.