Well, today I woke up super nauseous to where I wanted to puke just rolling over in bed. I finally fell asleep for a little while and the nausea subsided some. Around lunch time, I started to feel a little better but the thoughts were still there. Then a couple of hours later, I had probably my worst break down yet. I know that the medicine makes the anxiety and thoughts worse at the beginning until it starts to work but this afternoon, I was really starting to believe them and it made me panic. I stopped crying a little while ago but still thinking and overall sad feeling. I know some of y'all are a bit further along on the medicine and still struggling. I'm just ready for relief for us all.
Hang in there. You have a little while before it starts to work. 10 mg is a low dose but as you progress upwards towards the 40 s it gets a lot better. I'm on week 12 now and feel so different. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I may not be fully there but I'm close. Most of my side effects resolved in about 2 weeks. Mine are gone except for night sweats.
I'm so ready to see that light. I almost broke up with my fiancé during my panic attack because I just feel so bad for him havung to deal with this. I don't want to break up with him but the thoughts were telling me too. He came home from work and comforted me and made me feel a bit better though.
Oh chérie, je suis désolée 😭😭 c'est vraiment le pire ! Mais tu vas y arriver. Respire à travers ça et sache que toutes ces pensées ne sont rien de plus que de l'anxiété. Tu vas t'en sortir, je te le promets ! Tu vis avec quelqu'un ? Obtiens du soutien, beaucoup de câlins, fais des choses qui te distrairont. Charge ton téléphone de jeux. Nous t'aiderons à traverser ça ❤️❤️
Oh juste vu que tu as un fiancé ❤️❤️ Content que tu ne sois pas seule ! Il a l'air vraiment attentionné et compréhensif. Rappelle-lui simplement que tu ne seras peut-être pas toi-même pendant un certain temps et, quoi qu'il arrive, de t'aimer à travers tout cela.
That's what I keep telling him and he keeps reassuring me that he will. He's also a little bit confused by it all, I think because he's never had anxiety or depression and he keeps saying, "I just wish you would let it all go" and I keep telling him that is so much easier said than done. I know he just wants me better and back to normal though. As do I.
Il est probablement un peu effrayé et n'a pas encore traité quelque chose comme ça auparavant. Peut-être trouver un des fils de discussion sur ce forum pour qu'il puisse lire ? Il pourrait mieux comprendre s'il voit autant de personnes ayant les mêmes effets. ❤️❤️
Yeah, I have been trying to find him some stuff to read to make him more understanding.
Il va l'avoir ❤️ Peut-être pas tout à fait encore, mais il l'aura.
Comment te sens maintenant Megan? ❤️
I started to feel better in the evening. I was able to eat a little bit of something. Woke up this morning with the intention of going to work after missing yesterday but I'm nauseous again today and just have an overwhelming undesire to leave my room. 😞
Fais simplement ce que tu te sens à l'aise de faire xxx