Well its today i go to the doctors about this brown discharge and back ache😢 absolutely dreading it and feel so sick 😦 xx
well yea when I wanted to do check up it makes realy nervous but think about results they all be fine n it will make u feel good.
Let us know how you got on.
Good luck Nicola, you will feel much better soon! Let us know how you get on xx
Hiya well i went to the doctors and burst into tears when I got in there with him...felt such an idiot😢 i told him about losing the brown discharge and back ache and that i am thinking its cervical cancer, he tested my urine and said ive got a water infection and not to worry as he doesnt for a second think its cancer as i had bloods taken a month ago and it would of shown up in my bloods if i had, he said the pain in bk and the discharge could be purley down to a water infection. Im back in today at 4.45 for a swab and my smear which im a bit scared about, just hoping everything will be ok, health anxiety is an awful thing to live with day in day out 😣 thankyou for asking though, how are u? Xx
Im getting bloody worse with this health anxietyvas i never used to be scared of goin docs but today i was in panic mode and burst into tears when he called me in 😢 he doesnt think ive got cancer, he tested my urine and it came bk that i have a water infection, he was such a lovely man who explained everything to me so feel slightly better, but me being me am scared of going for my swab and smear this afternoon as i just want them both to be clear xx
Hiya tracie awww thanks for asking hun, after making an idiot of myself and crying after he called me in i dont feel as bad as what i did, he doesnt think its cancer he said ive got a urine infection, im bk in this aft for a swab and smear so im just praying they will be ok so still scared of going for that doing, are u ok hun? Xx
My daughter has had a water infection and she has a very high pain threshold but she said it was awful! You will be fine, i know you are terrified, but once you get that reassurance, you will find so much better
I bet she felt awful the poor sod, i have a high pain threshold too but i dont seem to have atm, thanks for being so supportive tracie ☺ xx
You are welcome.... We are all in the same boat as they say here, we know how you must be feeling xx
Just seen your post - sent you a wee message too xx
well done for making that appointment and going. Yes an infection that sounds like it.
hope your Smear went ok awful things, I'd one several weeks ago and nearly screamed the doctors down - but two mins of Pain is worth it incase.....
So glad you went today hopefully your feeling a wee bit better xx
Hello u☺ yeah i went but i was an absolute wreck this morning b4 i went, then when i got to the doctors and he called me in i burst into tears😬 never done that b4 haha what an idiot i felt lol. He said he didnt think it was the C word, he said from my symptoms it didnt sound like that and told me DO NOT GOOGLE haha the thing that all us HA sufferes do😠 he tested my urine and found i have a water infection so gave me antibiotics, i went bk this aft for the smear and swab...i forgot how uncomfortable them bloody smears are lol. So now i just praying that it comes bk ok😯 how are u anyway? Have u had a good day or bad? Xx
I'm sure it will! Your sore back will be a sympton of your infection too.
Good for you !
Yes I'm okay few wobbles today - day started off good I felt well but as the day went on, I was working all day, my stomach got really sore sharp pains so yes I was googling! And ready for A&E lol! But this evening it's settled. I go to a wee sewing class on Tuesday evenings (learning to make wee things for the home - cushions,bunting,etc) but didn't go incase I took ill, now I'm disappointed I didn't go but sure.
on a plus relaxing in my pj's, heating and waiting on Geordie Shore (trash TV lol) so tomorrow's a new day!
you start your therapy tomorrow don't you? Xx
Well im aching right up my back and in my neck now so feeling s*** tbh lol. Awww u should of gone to ur sewing class... i know what u mean though not knowing if u would have a funny do so its safer to stay at home lol, geordie shore is funny 😁 ur stomach pains are probably from this anxiety its bloody horrible, im going to go and lie in the bath for a bit and see if it sorts my back and neck out haha, glad ur feeling calmer though☺👍 xxx
Oh yeah and i do start therapy tomorrow so just hope it helps... i know it may take a while but il try anything atm to get rid of this health anxiety...or at least keep it at bay xx
A bath always works wonders 😊 yes let me know how you get on tomorrow it will be good I'm sure. At least your trying which is the main thing.
Well good news that nothing serious nicola. Hope you are feeling calmer now.
Well hopefully not... im not buliding my hopes up until ive had my smear test results, just get really nervous an anxious, thankyou for the support though 😊 xx